Do or Do NOT... there is no TRY!

I am starting this blog because my life is driving me crazy. I am overweight, unhealthy and I have no energy to get things done so I've decided to keep a blog of my progress - tracking what/when I eat, how/if/when I excersise and how I'm feeling each day. I hope it will motivate me to loose weight and feel better about myself as a whole. So here the journey begins....

Friday, 27 May 2011

Getting along....

You have no idea how many times I walked into the kitchen today and had to walk straight back out.  I mean, I always knew I ate when I was bored/stressed but I really didn't realise how much!  Today was definitely much easier and I'm really happy that I did so well with my targets.  I'm starting to look forward to my weigh in on Wednesday - mind you, the big test will be this three day weekend with Brian home.  We're as bad as each other so hopefully he can be as good as me because if he gets sweets I'll just cave :(  Still, we said no chocolate until my birthday so at least I don't have that temptation :D  Also, I didn't get much cardio today (other than about five or tens minutes of dancing around the living room with the kids XD)  But I know I'll be walking down the town over the weekend which is at least an hour of elevated heart rate so I'm not too worried.
Here's my totals for today:


Calories: 1810/2000 - whoo hoo!
Protein:   70g/60g
Carbs:    214g/275g - lowest carbs yet!
Fat:        77g/70g - lowets fat yet!

Water: 4/6
Fruit/Veg: 6/5
Calcium: 2/3
Tea: 0/5

Thursday, 26 May 2011

Today was HARD >:(

So today was the first day ever that I actually threw out food.  I usually always eat what Aidan and/or Lily don't.  Today I made Aidan a grill cheese sandwich (I had an egg salad sandwich and an orange) and he had a quarter left and it was  SO HARD to not just pop it into my mouth and instead walk over the garbage and tip it in....urgh...
I'm a bit more surly today but that's probably because I really didn't get much sleep last night and I'm RAVENOUS by the time it gets to meal times.  But I'm coping.
Today was a toning day and I did twelve different exercises.  Some were easier than others - that hardest part was both the kids crawling all over me and I had to keep stopping to pull Lily down from the table/bookshelf/couch etc. (she climbs EVERYTHING!) - very frustrating.  Here's my totals for today:

Calories: 2030/2000
Protein:   67.5/60
Carbs:    251/275
Fat:        88.5/70

Water: 4/6
Fruit/Veg: 6/5
Calcium: 2/3
Tea: 1/5







Wednesday, 25 May 2011

Well, here I go again....

So I joined Tesco Diets today - I had a coupon for 4 weeks free - so far I really like it.  I'm feeling really motivated but you've heard that before XD
Here's my totals for the day:

Calories: 2095/2000
Protein:   55.5/60
Carbs:    305.5/275
Fat:        77.5/70

Water: 3/6
Fruit/Veg: 6/5
Calcium: 3/3
Tea: 0/5

and here's my ticker:






Wish me luck!

Tuesday, 15 February 2011

Day Seven

Wake up : 08:00
Breakfast: 09:00 - An orange and half a digestive biscuit.
Exercise: 30min walking down and around the mall to cuningham house and back
Snack: 10:50 - A pain au chocolate at Greggs
Exercise: 3hours walking around town and mall and back home  mostly pushing buggy
Lunch: 14:30 - A bowl of vegetable soup and 2 sllices of brown bread with butter - small piece of nougat
Dinner: 18:30 - 2/3rds of a four cheese pizza - a cup of spiced tea with milk and agave
Glasses of Water Tally: 4 
Exercise Total: 30mins of good walking
Waist Measurement - 47
Weight - 15st 10lbs

Other Things I Got Done Today:
Handed in paperwork to Housing Benefit
Got folders and organized desk paperwork

Things to Do Tomorrow:
Bake cake for Ellen/Mum
Laundry

Things to Change:
Drink More Water
NO MORE CHOCOLATE!/Treats
Cut down Dairy
More Veggies
Sit-ups

How am I Feeling?:
Feeling a bit guilty since I had to fill in the last three days :-( I'm sure I forgot a few things but at least I didn't give up!!  GANBATE!!  Go forward!  I haven't lost any weight yet but I do feel better keeping track of things so hey, there ya go.

Monday, 14 February 2011

Day Six

Wake up : 07:30
Breakfast: 09:00 - A banana
Nap: 11:30 - 2:30 :-(
Lunch: 15:00 - beans on two slices of rye bread.
Dinner: 18:45 - Mediterranean Veg Pizza and 1 veggie finger XD
Glasses of Water Tally: 3
Exercise Total: absolutely none.
Waist Measurement - 47
Weight - 15st 10lbs

Other Things I Got Done Today:
Met with Mr. Moore from Housing Benefit

Things to Do Tomorrow:
Drop off paperwork at cunningham house for benefit
pick up folders to organize computer desk

Things to Change:
Drink More Water
NO MORE CHOCOLATE!/Treats
Get rid of CLUTTERCut down Dairy
More Veggies
Sit-ups

How am I Feeling?:
Stayed up with Brian until 2am watching The Shield - big mistake..  Aidan was sick so he woke up early and didn't go to nursery which meant I was exhausted and got no time to have a proper sleep so I put Lily down and dozed on the couch for 3 hours and then played wii for the rest of the time.   No exercise, nothing done.  Just a write off day in total. :-(  Sill, didn't gain any weight after that big dinner yesterday so I'm pretty happy about that!

Sunday, 13 February 2011

Day Five

Wake up : 08:00
Breakfast: 10:30 - 2 1/2 whole wheat pancakes with butter and maple syrup - half a cup of orange juice
Exercise: 2 hours cleaning kitchen, bathroom, preparing food for Gran's dinner.  
Other: 13:30 - had a shower!
Dinner: 5 spare ribs with sauce, 1/2 cup mashed potatoes, steamed cabbage/carrots, coleslaw, potatoe salad - 1 strawberry tart for dessert.
Glasses of Water Tally: 3 
Exercise Total: 2 hours moderate, still broke a sweat - not bad!
Waist Measurement - 47
Weight - 15st 10lbs

Other Things I Got Done Today:
Dishes
Laundry
cooked ribs and dinner!
played cards with Brian, Mum and Michael - I WON! XD

Things to Do Tomorrow:

Things to Change:
Drink More Water
NO MORE CHOCOLATE!/Treats
Cut down Dairy
More Veggies
Sit-ups

How am I Feeling?:
rrghh.. I'm doing this two days late so I can't remember much :(

Saturday, 12 February 2011

Day Four

Wake up : 08:00
Breakfast: 09:00 - A banana
Exercise: 30min brisk walk pushing both of them in a buggy 100+pounds!
Snack: 12:00 - a bite of gingerbread man cookie and a gummy heart :P
Exercise: 3hours walking around town and mall and back home  mostly pushing buggy
Lunch: 15:30 - 1 cup sprite/fanta mix  Footlong Veggie Patty Sub - 2 white chocolate & macadamia nut cookies
Nap: 16:30-18:00
Dinner: 19:00 - bowl of organic rice puff cereal
Snack: 20:30 - mint chocolate square from small talkGlasses of Water Tally: 5 
Exercise Total: 3.5 hours of good walking yay!
Waist Measurement - 47
Weight - 15st 10lbs

Other Things I Got Done Today:
Dishes
Laundry
tarts for grans dinner
returned library books
GOT A DRESS!!

Things to Do Tomorrow:
Tidy bedrooms and get water bottle that fell down behind the bed!!
Prepare ribs and finish cleaning kitchen
clean bathroom

Things to Change:
Drink More Water
NO MORE CHOCOLATE!/Treats
Cut down Dairy
More Veggies
Sit-ups

How am I Feeling?:
When I weighed myself this morning the scale first showed 15stone 8lbs I nearly did a naked dance but then I tried again and again and it came up 15st 10lbs both times but I think considering my day yesterday - still got a good walk in today and I found a dress!!!  Size 18 and it fit!  YAY!!!  Not proud of the sprite/fanta and the cookies but tomorrows a new day right? XD